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I really should start slitting my wrists ...

by Sean- @ 07. 01. 08 - 08:55:05 pm

Right. Let's go back to early December.  Happy days for most of us, yeah? School was drawing to an end, Christmas was getting closer, everyone had myspace christmas countdowns, everyone was out buying presents etc.
It was pretty great for me too! I suddenly had a social life! Had 2 christmas parties, missed loads of school because of technical crew and rehearsals for the upcoming school concerts, finally had my life in order.
Then it was christmas, I got some good presents and had a generally alright time, albeit missing my girlfriend a lot. It wasn't the best christmas ever, but I've had worse. Then, boxing day.
I stayed in bed the whole day, simply because of the fact that if I tried to get out, I would go all dizzy and then faint. It's the worst I've felt in my life. The day after that, I went out with my church choir, ice skating. While still feeling generally dizzy and rather out of it, I managed to force myself to have a good time, and surprisingly, given my dizziness, managed not to fall over once while skating. Then followed a trip to the cinema, and I Am Legend. A genuinely scary film, when watched at 3am (as I had done a week previously), but on the big screen, it played more like an average zombie movie.
Then, I was taken away. To the New Forest, of all places. Now, I don't mind the area, christ, I lived in it for a year, it's lovely!
But when you're stuck in an isolated holday cottage along with various other friends and their families, no internet, no London New Years party (which I intended on attending) and missing a great day out with other friends, it can get extremely, extremely tiresomely boring.
On New Years Eve, I sat watching the TV. Watching the fireworks in London. Missing all my other friends. I've never been so close to tears in the last 2 years. I think what annoyed me most was the amount of walking we did. I lived there (as I said), and every day, I did nothing but walk. So going back on "holiday" and walking every single day was not my idea of fun.
Anyway, got back from there on the 2nd, and spent 3 days with my girlfriend. ^____^ That was good.

Then, today, (Monday), back to school. That, is not good. It's fucking depressing. To add insult to injury, today we had Maths, English, Science (Bio), Maths Science (Chem). Fucking awful.

I'm sure there's more I could moan about, both politically, socially and personally, but my fingers are aching now. So I'll be back sometine soon with something else to rant about.

Bye bye!

P.S. Someone please befriend poor little me!? It get's lonely!


 
 

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